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The woman who thinks like a cow ? – reflections on Temple Grandin

April15

When Mitzy Flew, by Donna Williams My husband and I were driving down the road when we saw two parrots by the side of the road, one alive, one dead. We were quickly struck with sadness for the living parrot obviously mourning its partner. But the next morning, the thought was still nagging me. How the hell did we KNOW the living parrot was mourning? How did we know whether this was our own fanciful, if not arrogant projection? There were a multitude of other possibilities.

The living parrot may have smelled something (the dead parrot) and gone to see what it was. The dead parrot may have become infected with maggots which the living parrot may well find akin to worms and equally edible or been considering picking off and eating mites from the dead bird. The living parrot may have been annoyed at its parent for not continuing to feed or teach it. It may have been the first time the living parrot had encountered a death of something like itself and was curious about this ‘strange sleep’. It may have considered the dead parrot absurd for choosing to sleep in such a public place, on the ground, when it had always know it was safest to sleep away up high, equipped to quickly escape. It may have been considering the dead parrots feathers for a new nest.

Anthropopathy is the projection onto non-humans the qualities we associate with humans. Religious people do it all the time, projecting human thoughts, feelings and reasoning onto ‘God’, not too differently to what we’d done with the parrot.

Temple Grandin, an engineer and expert in designing cattle chutes for the meat farming industry, who was also diagnosed on the autism spectrum, wrote a book in which she reasoned not only an array of human-like thoughts and feelings onto animals but then extrapolated that this explained or summed up the sensory responses of people with autism. In particular, she proposed that as she felt she understood animals so well that then, necessarily, animals thought like her and what she presumed ‘most autistics’ thought like. She featured on TV documentaries as ‘The Woman Who Thinks Like A Cow’. In this case she presumed that autistic people (and animals) thought in pictures whilst non-autistic people thought in words. This meant, she presumed that animals ‘thought in pictures’ like she did.

In fact, visual thinking is the predominant mode of thought in humans (unless you are blind or grow up with significant visual perceptual disorders. Around 60% of the general population think visually and only 30% think in words. Furthermore, she’d overlooked the many other less common thinking styles including one far more likely in the animal world – kinesthetic thought – essentially physical thinking relating to movement, action, the use of things and spatial orientation, predominant in around 10% of the human population and unrelated to ‘picture thinking’.
Whilst not a zoologist (the equivalent of a psychologist applied to animals) Ms Grandin’s extensive experience (for which she has a PhD) in agricultual animal handling (animal reproduction and herding captive farm stock for the purpose of human consumption) may have given her at least a captive if not unrepresentative sample to study (ie not all animals are agricultural or domestic so the ability to extrapolate from cattle or even dogs is very limited).

Any anthropologist knows, a paticipant observer has to at least put to the side their own confirmation bias about what they already believe, expect or are invested in seeing in order to be open to the vast possibilities of what might be there, far outside of one’s assumptions. What would Temple Grandin have made of the parrots, I wonder.

People on the autistic spectrum often have very rigid thinking, perhaps because of the preponderance of depression in this group, a mood disorder associated with rigid thinking. People with rigid thinking tend to think in terms of what they already believe or wish to see. Don’t most people do this to a degree? But those with schizotypal, schizoaffective or bipolar disorders, which also has some significant crossover with autistic spectrum, have been thought to have such expansive thinking that it becomes difficult for them to narrow it.

Temple Grandin is the engineer (hence the specialisation in designing cattle chutes), the scientific mind. I’m also on the autistic spectrum, diagnosed in adulthood with autism. But mine is the mind of an artist, an anthropologist, a surrealist. I struggle with conscious thought and hence have little idea what I think, perhaps a good platform from which to merely observe without seeing what’s convenient, comfortable, logical to see, to think outside of the box because I struggle to experience a box in the first place. We’re both human beings, females, both diagnosed on the autism spectrum, though otherwise with very different ‘Autism Fruit Salads‘, backgrounds, nationalities, politics, personalities, identifications, formative experiences and attachments. Taking our shared diagnosis on the spectrum as our starting point, if we had never met (we’ve met several times as colleagues), how might we each have projected our own ‘normalities’ onto each other?

As for the parrot. Humans have not one set of experiences, motivations, perceptions, feelings, thoughts and impulses. I’m going to assume the parrot had a whole range of wrestling ones, weighted differently, some of which would come forward more quickly than others, and that the parrot’s behaviour isn’t going to tell me anything profound about any one group of people but might re-confirm my belief in mystery and wonderous diversity.

Donna Williams
BA Hons, Dip Ed

author, artist, anthropologist (not on Mars)
http://www.donnawilliams.net